Phoebe.

When I got home to the old place I made sure I was quiet enough so my parents wouldn’t hear me come in. But anyway when I first saw phoebe it got so goddamn excited and everything and it made me really excited too. I haven’t seen Old Phoebe in a while and it made me feel happy for a a bit. We talked and everything and ended up dancing for a bit. Dancing with Phoebe reminded me off all the good time Allie, Phoebe and I had all together before Allie died. It depressed me a bit thinking about all the stuff that we did. You should’ve seen Phoebe dance, she a really good dancer. I mean, I don’t know anybody else that can dance that goddamn well. But Phoebe helped me out by giving me her Christmas dough and all eight dollars and sixty-five cents of it. She’s really a good kid, she really is. And it kind of made me depressed that I was taking money away from my little sister, but I really needed. I know I’m going to pay her back and all but not sure when. Well that’s all for now and hopefully things will get better from here. We can only hope.